live forever

......and you know its not forever
but who cares
when it feels this good
and this real right now

the one true thing in my life.
clearer than love
gentler than pain
true as rain

the most intense nothingness
you will ever encounter
on this ragged plain

like standing on the rock you know so well
at the beach you love so much
and having a tidal wave
of warmth ........of security
and of absolute death
come over you

it surrounds you,
it drives down your air passage
and deep into your soul.

and then first thing you realize again,
is the cold.
but you no longer care

its trying to do something to you
trying to make you uncomfortable
but it just makes you happy
because you know it just can't do it.

nothing can touch you
you are invincible
but without the arrogant energy