here goes

i love you
i wanna say it
even if i dont mean it
i want it to have the strongest effect
i want us to stare in each others eyes after
i want us to feel it so strong, it moves us to tears,
and instinctly hug
i want us to fuse during that moment
i want that surge of emotion, to be our common plain
i want us to live there for the longest time

im not genuinely feeling all this when im with you
i pretend to, cause i desperately want to
but now that im writing it
i feel a warm tingling at the center of my chest
so here goes
i love you