Friday, April 09, 2021

 

Judas

 

Judas is my priest,

 but I’m Tabrizi’s and Rumi’s Murid too

aren’t I

Always banging at their door

Singing songs, they abhor

-

Just open the bleedin door I’m here

to blare all and be naked

 

I’m figuring out this blasted life

Oh! God its such fuckin strife isn’t it

 

Ill figure it out sooner or later

Soon enough.

 

-          Iz a wanderin and bumpin,

 fallin and standin,

 dodgin and grudgin,

 all sat in my place never a budgin –

 

no more of those rayons and districts that tore up my innards

May the spark of rebellion never change - may our passion never wane - may our hearts stay the same

I’d had what I thought were grand Epiphanies of strange gestures:

Let’s save a part of me with this blunt knife

But that’s not life is it?

Monday, December 17, 2018

Hand to mouth

Living hand to mouth but not lonely I'm with you and I see a ray of light
of a beach day come through
a ray of more loveliness and bright days to come
leaving all hardships in a cloud of dust

just loveliness poeticism and lust
will remain with us
and heavenly Gust

though the real estate deals and payment plans
seem to be covering our floors
through a spectrum-ed glimmer the poet opens his doors

i say " u know the poet is always awake inside of me, i just dont always have the will to record"
"and i know you know baby they are all with you written
and stored"








Thursday, November 17, 2016

13 daze - nancy sinatra - live in dubai

Saturday, January 02, 2016

Ever and a day

I stole you from yourself
and asked you to be free

to live your soul within within me
and through my eyes you'll see
 ---
an instinct to share
our visions and lives to be

to be a day no less than ever
ever long the reel
---

You saw me in a dream
In a film behind a screen

I saw you in a life
before i was unseen

---
A time we lived and 
were together in
Calming and serene


Your saint was there 
and saw my father
It was meant to be

Thursday, June 25, 2015

Life For Sure


a woman like you is life for sure ,

a look from your kind eyes and im replenished ,

a quart of water in an arid desert ,

 satisfied clarity and calm ,

 the best painkiller known to man

 

Just sit and close your eyes

And try to hear the stars advise

 

From the silence, from the orbital hum

Allow your mind a soul’s disperse

 

Inside the deepest thoughts and sounds

you will hear a little verse

 

The voice will draw a picture

dotted plots and bounds

 

And u will see a little path

You will feel that you belong

 

To something fair and strong

You will hear her as your favorite song

 

Only then will it dawn on you

to see the important role of the beauty

inside your soul 

 

that is caged inside you

dying to be shared to the world

 

 

 

 

 

his love for her was tinged in hues of debauched passion

 

it was an affair that came on gradually

it didn't hit him like a bus like we read in most stories

 

 it was a  possession of the soul

but one that you can  never prepare for

 

a kind of love that is not easy to get at first glance

when you got it , it  had got you

 

it has taken hold of one’s being completely by that time

 

 

A woman like a flower

She brings  beauty &  colour

 

A woman like  summer

She brings life into the dead of night

 

She serves light in an empty rummer

her steps are never far behind

 

She burns the fire

kills the pain

She triggers  desire

 

She moves the blood

inside your vein

 

 

The world with her is never small

 

She can help you build a paradise

She can help you melt the ice

And you know it

and can read it inside her eyes

 

She is strong and she can help you destroy the wall

 That hides you from life

 

if i see i will language
if i paint i will horse wild
if i write i will embellish
if i dance i will dream

 

 

Thursday, August 21, 2014

Taxi to Moscow (Timon)


My planet spins around the sun
And your world rotates inside of me                                                                                                        I feel the warmth i feel some fun


And all around agrees with me

Like virgin nature
My world looks at you
As an unknown creature
--
I Let you come in and do as you do 

A place more sunny and fantastic
Divine and nice
Moving away all things unnerving
And in the end i surprise myself

And say i love you
--


As if rising from the bottom of the ocean
You wake up suddenly one morning
Trying to catch your first breath
And you realize that everything has changed
You feel everything anew 
every sense every emotion
And the past cannot touch or disturb you
You can feel again with every cell in your body
You suddenly reunderstand what it means to be free

Sunday, February 16, 2014

as it may,


That big urgency
that life emergency

That place of silent fate we retreat to
to feel calm,placcid and nice
______________________________

The paper and the pen
The Craze that got us here

loved us
and then left us

far from anywhere near
_______________________________

I do not know how to feel anymore
politicized , rationalized and severely tamed

fights to the last
now seem something
of a very far , distant past

like 2 weeks worth of a lifetime in a way ...

i sit to stay
but my jumbled head
fogged and confused
costantly strays

to a recent future
and then a phasing past

when certainty seemed monotonous
but is now revered

when things were simply
and moderately clear
______________________________________

and as it may ,
with my nervous system
frayed

I keep telling myself
how to feel

like a manual car
that constantly needs
to shift and change gears
_____________________________________

I pray for him
in my sleep

i hate seeing him
so frail and weak

a backbone he is
and always will be

i see him clawing back
i see his future in me