not an ant

i treasure all that
could we do that again? :-)

because it made me think about humanity
and that i don't want to be an ant.
you know?
I mean, it's like we go through life with our antennas bouncing off one another,
continously on ant autopilot,
with nothing really human required of us.
stop, go, walk here. drive there.
all our actions are basically for survival.
all communication simply to keep this ant colony buzzing along in an efficient, polite manner.

"here's your change."
"fill this in"
"finish on time"
"you want ketchup with that?"
and i dont want a fuckin straw :-)

i want real human moments.
i want to see you.
i want you to see me.
i don't want to give that up.
i don't want to be ant, you know?