far and few (only light)

between one person and the other there is only light

so when your vanity fades

i will be your sanity

and if God wills that it be your sanity that dies first

then so be it

i will bravely be your vanity

the world will decide

the world always decides

who knows what'll happen really

and who has the energy to care

i live with doubt it is part of who iam

it shapes my actions and reactions

i at times feel gratitude for having this gift

and at most other times i feel cursed

but hey...... defining moments are inherently sparse and scattered