Unreally Real

.......And if this isnt what my heart yearns for
then its all been a lie
and for a while

if i cant grasp every moment and feel it
then its all not worth it
and wouldnt smile

they say life is for the living
but its also for the giving... i say
not in self denial

lovers and friends.... unreally real yet masterfully styled

i take it all in stride as id crack if i didnt

which i sometimes do for a week or two

thats when my head goes dangerously fast
and need a calmer
thats where the problem starts
and then i'll lose heart

never smart that