Commendable hurt???????
Someone I feel very close to, is being very unprecedently hard with me, and hurting me so much.
I don't think this person realises I have feelings too, and that right now my soul truly bleeds.
What did I do to deserve this sudden harsh treatment ?
I'm at a loss, I cant grasp it, and I never knew this person was capable of such pain.
I thought this person to be an angel, i'm still hoping it is so.
I don't wanna seem obsessed, but the reason I'm acting obsessed, is because the situation turned suddenly from utterly beautiful, to extremely confusing and cruel even, over night.
I've never felt this way about a friendship, but just the thought of this person treating me this way is just hurting me in a way i never thought possible.
Right now im thinking that i really could be to blame for this storm of a situation, did I turn a beautiful friendship in to an awkward mess ?
I never meant to.
why is it, that I almost invariably succeed to do the wrong thing? Always!
I don't think this person realises I have feelings too, and that right now my soul truly bleeds.
What did I do to deserve this sudden harsh treatment ?
I'm at a loss, I cant grasp it, and I never knew this person was capable of such pain.
I thought this person to be an angel, i'm still hoping it is so.
I don't wanna seem obsessed, but the reason I'm acting obsessed, is because the situation turned suddenly from utterly beautiful, to extremely confusing and cruel even, over night.
I've never felt this way about a friendship, but just the thought of this person treating me this way is just hurting me in a way i never thought possible.
Right now im thinking that i really could be to blame for this storm of a situation, did I turn a beautiful friendship in to an awkward mess ?
I never meant to.
why is it, that I almost invariably succeed to do the wrong thing? Always!
posted by oyzz at 3:26 AM
2 Comments:
Hi Oyzz.
Don't be so hard on yourself. People are strange. I've had some unbelievable betrayal in my time.. from people I thought were very close friends.
Sometimes when we think things happen that are hurting us... it turns out that it was for a very good reason and we're better off having them out of our lives than to stay and cause misery.
Write me an email if you want to talk about it more.
mia
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