hedonistica

to the day that we part
from the beginning, right back at the start
there will always be that love for bliss
and unacheivable unfathomed euphoria
to where only you can take me
and yet only you can break me
you are my savior, my killer, nothing less
need a fix, need to fill that emptiness
you creep around with your scaly self
seething, burning, making me cry
screaming, drowning, I just wanted to say goodbye
but never just once, you’re too precious to waste
never satisfied by your vile taste
so I fill my lungs, cringe, and trail off into space
until I’m on the mountaintop looking into forever and all
slipped, and down I fall
but together we’ll find the ground
you are my rail and always to my avail
but please don’t leave me now
I can make it work somehow