woke up to missing you

now that the day has come closer

i cant help but muse

how times apart affect and change

............... shape the times together

shape your curves

in a mind crowded

with furnace noise

available items

and impatient clients

affect in the background

but come to the forefront

better and improved

like after taking a week long

break from exercise,

your body comes back

vicious and savvy

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now that the day has come closer

i imagine the ways

i will make you convulse with pleasure

and contort in delight

i fantasise about lying next to you

thinking of nothing

just letting void in

chemical keys unlock

with this beautifully laborious door opener ;

touching everything with everything

tasting life on your skin

will dream of you

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goodnight iam falling asleep

feeling you close to me

screaming inside from desire for you ;

the scenes from your day play in my head

and reel

will dream for you

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i dreamt of cats dressed as dogs

who spoke like men

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look at you, all there

in all your cream and blood

dark passages thumping inside

white with the light

of the everful void of absence and presence

its you and you're really there

under me you are lying ,

your scented realness, breathes on my face ,

the days apart fade